Again and Again Life is reminding me ... That there is nothing in this World ... It is all Futile .... There is nothing here ... Frictions between the Minds, Arguments between the Intellects, Clashes between the Egos ..... Contradicting Thoughts ... Conflicting Feelings ... Divided Paths ... What is there here in the World ??? I don't know .... What a Drama !!! What an Action !!! What an Actor !!! But all are futile !!! When I will be out of all these ?? When the Frictions are Boiling ... I Cry .... When the Concepts are Breaking ... I Cry .... When the Clashes are Hurting .... I Cry ... One side of me is Crying with Pain ... But When something makes me feel Intense ... something makes me feel sad .... And I contain it ... And when I go through it ... And when I grow through it .... And ... Aho ... I also experience the Unconditional Love .... When one side of me is Crying with Pain , the other side of me is Crying in Love !!! For these Realisations that ma...
I was peacefully living my Life ... Even though sometimes feels monotonous... Still no Complaints .... Suddenly some one or something comes to my Life .... And they s park the Lantern of Love ... I Ignore ... Again they spark .... I tried to Ignore... But it is already Lit.... And it starts glowing and the flames are high .. I cannot Ignore anymore .... I start feeling it, floating in it and basking in that Light of the Love the whole day ... Now I am peacefully loving and living my Life .... And one day when it reaches it peak , s uddenly the person or the object moves away from me .... Frustrating ... Sad ... Sometimes I blow off the light myself .... And when I start Blaming ... Complaining ... They blow off the light themselves .... Now I am still living my Life not peaceful or Loving any more ... Hatred ... Painful .. Many people and many objects come to my Life .... To bring the Light...
Now a days ... Rights and Wrongs are not bothering me .... Whether for others or myself.... Yes It is not bothering me much .... May be now I am beyond all rights and wrongs of Life ... For others and myself.... Am I becoming careless ?? Is it Dispassion ??? Don't Know !!!! I used to get angry and frustrated for the Wrongs by others .... And I used to blame myself for my Wrongs .... I used to be proud and strong about my Rights .... Did I appreciate others for their right things/actions ??? ... Some time !! Always !!! May be Not .... Because other peoples' rights may be was my wrongs or were not my rights that time .... May be ... But Yes beyond the Rights and Wrongs of Life ... I see the True Love ... I see the True Peace ... And that Unchanging Me .... May be I am tired of correcting others and myself .... Oh.... this is Acceptance .... Let things be ... Let people be ... Let Situations be ... Let me be ... Again this is Right or Wrong don't know .... For...
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