Straight From the Big Mind ......

This Year I am committing to know My Self ... Happy New Year ... In this world Nobody knows Anybody .... Nobody can know Anybody too .... In a Relationship .... Days, Months and Years are spend to know each other and build a Relationship... When they think it is getting build slowly and they start to know each other, then they decide to Commit to a Marriage ... Then they get Married … Time pass by only to know they have not known each other still .... Some chose to Quit at this stage .... But some are more Committed ... So they Continue .... So the journey continues again to know each other ..... But this time it is to maintain the already deteriorating Relationship .... Years pass by ... The Journey continues ... The Struggle continues .... Only to know that this is waste of time .... Some where they know now that they cannot know each other ... Some Quit at this stage .... But some are more Committed .... So they still Continue ... But when they cross this stage they realise that the

I Chose to Live ... Not Quit ... What I have in my life today is all what I have wished for ... What I have in my life today is all what I have prayed for ... Yes they were my choices ... I was happy to have my Choices in my Life ... I was overjoyed to have my Prayers answered ... But When I Chose and  When I prayed ... ... I did not realize that there is an other side for that .... Today When I stare with pain of the other side ... Today When I struggle to cop with the other side ... I am sad for my Choices ...  Everything in this world has an Opposite side .... When I prayed and wished i did not have any clue about the other side ..... Today when the other side is staring at me strongly .... Now I am in a hurry to revert my Choices... and have new Prayers .... Life continues .... Again new Choices ... Again New Prayers .... Oh but what is the other side of my new choices ??? I don't know ... May be that is what the Master always said ... Be careful for what you pray for ...... Bu

Every year my mother Celebrates all our Birthdays ... For the first time after 70 years we Celebrated her Birthday ...  We see many Dreams every day  ... Some times we wish let our Dream not come True, if it is not a good one ... But Many times we wish if this Dream could be a Reality .... But we forget to know that many times our deep wishes comes as Dreams .... May be it is your wish or the wish of the person who came in your dream ... I am sure my Mother is wishing a lot ... that is why she come to my dreams a lot .... Yes that is the soul wishing for me ... praying for me ... selflessly being available for me .... Many times i know she cannot help me ... Still I share with her my problems ... Because I know even if she cannot help she will pray ... Because I know her prayers are stronger and powerful than mine ...  A Million times ... That is one force have kept me going .... Her Prayers .... Almost every time there is a dream .... I see my family .... My Mother, My Father and my B