Straight From the Big Mind ......

in my memorial of my Relationship I stand with the flowers of my memories and feelings,  and with the fragrance of pain and longing. .... hoping that if there is a chance to be reborn in the same Relationship again... Relationships are like Life Itself... Born and Dead.... Like the Cycle of Life and Death...  It Continues.... Till we learn and realise... While we are in a Relationship... We miss the purpose that is Love... And  we get in to a new one to experience the True Love.. To be in the True Love.. Knowing the Purpose of Life in this Life time is Realization.... Knowing the Purpose of Relationship while In It is Realization... In Life, if the Realization is that "I am God..." In Relationship, it is that "I am Love ...." In Search of Love in others... We are born again and again in the Relationships.. Sometimes the death of a Relationship is accidental... Sometimes it is Natural... Sometimes it is Sudden.... Sometimes with a reason.... So

I don't know... I dont know... I dont know... Where the Love comes from in our Life ??? Where does it disappear to ??? I dont know.... Where did the person who triggered it left to ?? Why did that person leave from our life  ???? Can the same person come back to trigger it again ??? I dont know..... Will that Love ever be triggered again ??? Will that be as pure as it was before  ???? Was that pure love in the first place ??? I dont know.... Should i pray for that to come back ??? Should i put efforts to get it back ??? Or Should i just wait for it to happen again ??? I dont know.... Hey wait... Has it left me ... Is it just hiding behind the fear ??? Will the clouds of fear be cleared ??? If yes when that will be ??? Who will clear it ??? I dont know....... Should we express Love at all ?? If so how much ?? Can true Love ever can be expressed ??? Was it over expressed ??? I dont know .... When did the Love slip in to attachment

Do you remember the first time when you left your Mom's hand and let yourself free... When She holds us we yearn to be free... But When She leaves.... Fear... Uncertainty ... Realisation of all the comfort we had dawns.... A little Fall.... A Small Pain.... A little Worry.... A Mistake.... We run back to her again.... Hoping that never we should leave this hand... Again wanting to be free... False notion that is freedom is outside..... Again fall... Run back...  Life Continues.... But some time She leaves it purposefully for us to learn...  Fall and Learn... Fail and Learn... Do Mistakes and Learn... For..  One day She knows She has to Leave ... Leaving Me Alone.... Multifold is with the Master....  When the connection is there.... We don't realise ....  When the Devotion is there... We don't realise..... When He holds.. It is so Tight and Safe.... We don't realise ....  But When we Leave....  Pain... Misery.... Longing.... Learning.... Life.