Straight From the Big Mind ......

Yes.. I am 50 now ... Still in the middle of the Waters .. Thank God .. Not Sinking ... Have not reached the shore yet ...   But Thank God .... Not Sinking .... Still don't know how to Swim ..   But Thank God .... Not Sinking .... Thank God.... For holding Me .... During this Journey .... Experiences .... Criticism ....   Hate .... Unconditional Love .... Many came from Past Lives ...  Many came from the Present too ..... All were awesome .. Some Joy .. Some Pains ... But some pains remain ... Neither I chose to runaway from anyone ....  Nor I have send any one away from my Life...  And I will not send anyone away in the future too... It is my Prayer and Wish ... Thanks My dear God ... To be able to work with those who hate me ... To be able to live with them ... To be able to love them unconditionally .... Some times my mind complained .... Grumbled.... But  My Heart never gave up on them ....  I know one day the Love will win .... Till that time .... Not Sinking .... I used to wo

Oh Dear ... You are born to Shine ... With love and care You always reminded ... You are born to Shine ... Oh My Master ... You always reminded .... And You have been Shining on Me ... You have been Shining on Me .. When I closed all the doors and sat in the darkness of Life ... You would find a small crack of opportunity to Shine on me .. Shine on me .... When I blocked my Inner layers and hid deep inside ... You penetrated and found a way to Shine on Me... To Shine on Me... Even when I was sleeping in the night of Ignorance for my whole life .. You waited patiently to Shine on me... To Shine on me ... When I was lost in this World ... You Shined on Me as Knowledge ... When I was yearning for Love ... You Shined on Me as Love .... When I had lost hope in everything in and around me .. You Shined on Me as Hope ... When I made mistakes You Shined on me as Compassion ..... And when I needed your Physical Presence .. You Shined on Me with your Magnanimous Presence ... As a Parent, As a Te

Oh Ananth Sir ... When I met you for first time I did not know that will be our Last Meeting .... Simple ... Loving ... That is what i remember about you .... In the last week many times we discussed about you .. @Phung told me you are more than a teacher for her ... @Van told me you are like a father for her .... @Nguyen told me you would be always her model ...  And many more .... Hearing many such compliments respect and love to you always increased .... So I also call you Ananth Sir .... For no reason .... Lots of Love for you and heartful respect for your great work... Yesterday night I told with @Yumi that i should speak to you tomorrow  to take some help from you ...  But when I heard that sad news after few hours ... I thought atleast in your last moments i was also one of the person remembered you .... I heard you left your body in Himalayas .... People go to Himalayas to realise themselves ... I am sure during the trip you too would have realized yourself .... I am sure you m

You are Enlightened !!! ???  Yes, You are Enlightened ..... Like we have postponed our happiness to the future ... Like we have postponed many beautiful things of our life .... We always have postponed our enlightenment too ... We are waiting for that day ... That day, when we know everything !!! That day, nothing in this world affects us !!! That day, we have super powers !!! That  day, we will be  enlightened !!! Probably In the end of this life ??? or in any of the future life times ??? And we don't know when the day will be !!! And when we leave this body we leave with a surprise !!! rather with a shock !!! Because that day never came ....  We come back here for another life time .... we wait.. And we wait ..  That day never came ....  Life Times passed ... That day is yet to come .... Oh Realization ... That day never came ...  By time or by blessings of the Masters in many moments of the life  ...  We realise ..... We realise ... May be that is why it is called Realization -