Straight From the Big Mind ......

Oh Our Dear Rishi ji.... A Prayer without knowing what to Pray ... How can we Pray for you to come back... When we cannot believe that you have left us already... Should we  we Pray for you to come back ??? Should we bless you to be in the Heavens with the Gods... We are confused ...... Eyes and Ears and Minds and Hearts are Confused !!!! When One Eye is looking at your charms you have left here, the other one is searching for you in the Infinity somewhere .. When One Ear is hearing your Songs you have left for us, the other one is overhearing the heavens your singing there  .... When a part of our Minds are Weeping in Grief here the other part is Celebrating Life with you there..... When a part of our Heart is Paining here the other part is brimming with Love for you there...... When a part of our Whole Being is saying You have left for ever... Oh My Dear the other part  cannot believe that you have left us already... ....  You can never leave us ...... We are sure that all your Karma

A Letter from the Heavens to My Loved Ones  ... When Covid invited Me for a trip .... An  Adventure without Masks and Precautions.. ... A thrill to Question the Lock Downs and Quarantines.... A Excitement to be a Hero .... I never thought ..... It is going to be an Unreturnable Journey..... I never thought ...  It is going to be a meeting with Death .... Oh My Dear God of Heavens.... Can you tell My Near and Dear Ones ...  That I am fine here...  I could not See them one last time before I leave..... I could not say Bye to them one last time before I leave..... I could not even Cry My Heart Out before I leave...... For What ever reasons ...  God could not keep me there for more time ... God could not keep me with them any more... But I am Comfortable here....  And I am in Heaven with Gods.... Can you please tell my Near and Dear Ones.... That I am fine here.... While Leaving Thoughts splashed !!! Why such an End for Me ??? Why such a Fate for Me ??? After all those Practices !!!! After

A Charity cannot happen from an Empty Bowl..... But All My Charities have happened from My Empty Bowl... My Empty Bowl becomes full when I need it or any one Needs It !!!! How does it feel ??? If You have to ask for a Meal to be Alive....... If You have to ask for a Roof to Spend the Night ...... But When Life throws you to this Situation....  You Will have to ask ....  The Times of Life can change ...  And any one of us can be in the situation.... I woke up to a message from a not so familiar person who is not in my friend list... Requesting for assistance....  He Messaged all the ones he knows... No one replied yet...  While replying something in me said that I Know Him...   Mine was the first reply he got... After few days of missed schedules decided to Speak to Him Today ...  He shared his story ... "I am Looking For a Roof To Live... Parents are no more... For many reasons family has abandoned Me... Now Surviving eating one free Meal a Day ... Living in the Temple with hundre

Should I Marry Or Not.... Should I Or Not ?? Some got Married... Are they Lucky ?? May be they will Know !!! Or The Life will reveal it in the due course of time ... Some decided to Remain Unmarried... Many think they are Lucky !!! Are they really Lucky ?? Was it Right or Wrong ??  May be The Life will not reveal it till the Last Breath... An Unmarried Man... He had to let down the dreams of the Parents, Siblings... He had to let down the dreams of many who wanted to share this life with him... He Stood Alone... The Society looked at Him as Irresponsible... Relatives stopped calling for any Events in their Lives... But One Pair of Eyes watched him always helplessly ... His Mother... The UnMarried Man... The Physical Needs got away sometimes with a strong Will and by Time... The Mental & Emotional needs to have a Companion, felt some times very strongly, left some Emptiness... The Parenting Needs to show the Affection gets fulfilled with spending some time with Nieces or Nephews...

Even you Cannot Take Me Away from You... Where are my Stories ??  Where are my Songs ??? Where are You ?? Where did I Lose You ?? Sleeping with this Pain.... Slipping with this Pain...   Deep inside Me...  In that  Mystical Consciousness ... Aho...  I found you.... In the depths of My Consciousness....... I found You... In the Search ...   I see all my Loved Ones... Those i thought i had lost Once... I did not lose in you anywhere in Life.... It is just that ... I was so insecure that i will lose you... So i hide you so deep inside Me.... So no one can see you... Take you away from Me... But in the process.... You Slipped even from Me in to the depth of my Consciousness... Missing from the layer of my Memory..... I Searched and Searched for You... I Cried and Cried for You.... Till the time I also Slipped.... When I Slipped.... I met you.... In the depth of my Consciousness... Safe and Secure... No body could See you there ... No body could Take you Away from Me... In the Excitement an

Do you know what you are for Me... Oh My Dear Ones...  Do you know who you are for Me... You are much more than what you think you are for me... It is just that I am still learning ... To Love... To Connect... To Express... Many times You know what others are for you in your Life... But Many Times We don't know what you are for them !!! Do you know who really you are .... For your Mother ... For your Spouse ... For your Children ... For your Friends ... You are much more than what you think .... Have you ever wondered why you could not understand... All their Expectations ... All their Dreams ... All their Expressions ... All their Reactions ... That is coming from what you are for them... And.. It is an exercise of life time and more may be to know what you are for all your loved ones... When Two Minds meet to know each other sooner or later it will be in Conflict... When a Mind & a Heart meet to know each other they are bound to get confused and feel manipulated.. But When tw

A Painful note w ith a Mix of Happy and Sad Tears... For the Flower who Flew back to Me Again and Again.... When all the flowers flew away to Blossom & Realise ....  You always Flew back for Me... To make me feel comfortable... To Give me the Care I needed... You always Flew back for Me... You Sacrificed your Freedom for Me .... You Suppressed your Emotions for Me... You Flew back for Me...  Without Serving your Purpose...  Grateful.... But Today I set you Free.... Painfully... With a Mix of Happy and Sad Tears... In this Life Time every one Wants to be Free.. When ever you wanted to be Free... I realised that I was bringing you back and binding you in my attachment... Your Spirit should be Free... To Explore this World... To Explore the Mysteries... To Explore Yourself... Attachment causes Sad Tears... Love only Causes Happy Tears... Now my Tears are still Little Sad... Hoping Soon it will turn to Happy Ones... Ha ha ... Who am I to set you Free... You were always Free to Fly Away

The Ever Lasting Last...... There is always the Last that we fear.... For the One who is Ignorant... The Prayer is that... Let this be not my Last.... Let this not be my  Last Breath... Let this not be my  Last Love ... Let this not be m y Last Moment.... But For the One who is in the Path.... The Prayer is that.... Let me live as if this is my Last... Let me Breath as if this is my  Last Breath... Let me Love as if this is my  Last Love ... Let me Live as if this is my  Last .... Every Moment can be the Last for Something or for Everything or may be for Nothing also.... Living this Life knowing that this Moment could be the last of Everything and still be able to Live Fully This Moment .... Aaaaahhhh..... Enlightenment.... Living this Moment after Moment....  Ha Ha... The Last Continues... Giving Birth to another Last in Every Moment... The Everlasting Last.... Aaaahhh..... Realization.... Aaaahhh.... My Master...

Oh My Flowers... Fly Away From Me.... A bud is born to blossom... A flower is born to spread the fragrance... A flower is born to remind everyone how beautiful this Creation is ... Finally A Flower is born to remind you about the Creator....... If not.. It will die without serving its purpose in this planet... If not.. It will die without attaining it completion in this life time... Oh My Loved Ones... You are my  flowers of My Life.. Fly Away from Me to Blossom... Fly Away from Me to Realise your Purpose... Fly Away from Me to Spread the Fragrance.... Fly Away from Me to Remind Everyone... That You Are... That I am... That They Are... That It is...  The One and Only One..... With happy tears... I will Pray for You... With full heart... I will bless You... With Pride... I will remember You... And when you feel your purpose is served in this life time..... Fly back to Me.. Fly back to Me... I will be waiting on the Steps...  Again with Happy Tears and Full Heart.. As This is the purpose

The Last Year Many Waves Visited You .... Every Wave brings something to Your Side....  Some brings the SeaShells.... Some brings the Pearls... Some brings Star Fishes... Some brings some Sand ... Some takes some Sand below your Feet... Some Pulls you down.... Some just Wet your Feet and Go Away.... The Waves are like the People in our Life... Good or Bad, Less or More Every Wave Comes for a Reason... We stand in the Shore ... Waiting .... Some time Waiting for a Wave to Come... Some times Hating the Waves Coming... When it comes Some times Don't want it to Go.... Some times Wanting it to Go... After it is gone We Cry.....Sometimes Tears of Pain ... Sometimes Tears of Love and Gratitude.. And Sometimes we chase them to Resist or Persist ...  End of the Chase the Wave disappears just to See that there is no Wave... Just to see that It is all One Ocean.... One Water.... End of the Chase the "I"/Chaser/Seer also disappears just to See that there is no Me to Chase... Just to