I Live For You I live

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I wanted my Devotion to HIM like Meera...
I wanted to be in Love with HIM like Radha....
I wanted to be Mad in HIS Presence like Sri Ramakrishna....
I wanted to create of Knowledge and Awareness like Swami Vivekananda...
But when I met HIM....

I was afraid to even Speak to HIM... Fear with God ???... 
The whole point i came to HIM was to move from Fear to Love...
Feeling of Helplessness...
But every time when i met HIM... He has made me wait... till I come back to the true self that is LOVE>>> so that i can express the ONE I am....

I became Myself... with all my shortcomings and qualities...

HE wants me as I am.. 
He had and have many Meeras...
He has and have many Radhas...
But HE wants me as I am...

 What do I want???... I also wanted ME as I am...Always...
He has put me through all these to make ME what I am.. it meant dropping everything....
Drop my Fear...Inhibitions...Judgments.. Positions... and Everything I have....

 And HE waited and is waiting patiently... For me to blossom...

 And HE my Living Light..... Only Hope... The Inspiration... The Only Destiny... and Only Path..

I Love... He is Love and it is HE whom I Love ...
I Think.. He makes me think and makes me thoughtless...
I Respect.. He is respected.. To Whom only Respect and Love happens at the same time...
I Surrender.. To Him I Surrender...
I Live... For HIM I Live....

I cannot imagine a Life without HIM in this planet... It scares me... Suddenly I realize I have dropped everyone from my life... My Friends.. My Relatives.. My Parents...

I live with many around me.. But HE is only one I trust... Will there be a day in this Planet my Oh Lord without You... Please send me before YOU.... For I cannot bear that Pain...Without You... Please send me before YOU...

 So that i will stand in doors of Heaven to welcome you...

 Ha Ha.. I will welcome HIM in his own Home... But It is My home too... Please send me before YOU...
I Live... For YOU I Live....

With Prayers...

Comments

Sandeep Erat said…
Very very true !!!!

I can feel and connect to what is said in this !!! :)

Really nice :)
July 10, 2013 at 10:03 AM
Unknown said…
WOW... aho...!!!
July 10, 2013 at 11:07 AM
Anonymous said…
Lovely and Awesome to the core! Thanks bhaiya, Jgd!
July 11, 2013 at 10:19 AM
Raghavan R said…
Anna,
I was in real Tears reading it. Jai Gurudev

Raghavan
July 11, 2013 at 12:00 PM
Prasad Athrayil said…
Ha ha! Again it is out of fear :)

Nice!
July 11, 2013 at 3:35 PM
Anonymous said…
True.. :-) :-)
July 11, 2013 at 9:56 PM
Unknown said…
I do not cry easily, but I had tears in my eyes at the end of reading your post. I connected to it. I wish I will live more for HIM. Sharadha.
July 14, 2013 at 5:59 PM
Anonymous said…
Sharada ji, yours tears of love was taken by the Angels and would have already reached Guruji. Jaigurudev
July 14, 2013 at 10:11 PM
Unknown said…
No comments...
just tears...
July 15, 2013 at 5:09 PM
sajith.puliyasseri said…
jai gurudev ,
song of soul ,
charming
August 2, 2013 at 4:47 AM
Savithri.V said…
Excellent sir. Hats off
April 20, 2017 at 9:00 PM
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