Straight From the Big Mind ......

When I started my Life ...   When I was a Junior ...  I was very humble ...   I was always available ... I had no expectations ... I was not waiting for any one to respect me ... I was not waiting for any one's appreciation ... I was  not worried what other people thinking about me ... I was free ... I was natural ... I was heartful ... Whether in my Life or in my Organization ... When i started... When I was Junior ... I was happy ... I was full of Love .... By age I became more Intelligent .. By time I became more Experienced ... But somewhere I lost my Innocence ...  And when I became a Senior ...   My behaviours changed... A Load of Expectations came how people should treat me ... I was only available for people who respect me ... I chose stages where I was appreciated ... I started demanding respect ....  I started demanding honors ... I became totally Unnatural ... And I created a bubble around me and lived in that day and night .....

For some I am the current Generation... For some I am the previous Generation... Generations have passed by .... Are we growing ??? !!!! Generally the current Generation does not like the previous one ...  Neither  they like what the previous one did ... And they change what the previous ones did .... They don't realise a Life Time has gone in what they see today ... They don't realise Life Times of many generations are behind what they see today ... And they just change it ??? Because they don't understand ... !!! And they don't want to understand ... !!! And they think changing it is easy rather than understanding !!! May be this is Growth !!! .... Some one who was prosperous in the past became nothing today ... Some one who was nothing in the past became prosperous today .... Money ... Fame .... Prosperity .... came and went and came and went ... Someone makes it ... Some one breaks it ....  Some one again rebuilds it ... May be this is how it will be .... There is n...

Yes.. I am 50 now ... Still in the middle of the Waters .. Thank God .. Not Sinking ... Have not reached the shore yet ...   But Thank God .... Not Sinking .... Still don't know how to Swim ..   But Thank God .... Not Sinking .... Thank God.... For holding Me .... During this Journey .... Experiences .... Criticism ....   Hate .... Unconditional Love .... Many came from Past Lives ...  Many came from the Present too ..... All were awesome .. Some Joy .. Some Pains ... But some pains remain ... Neither I chose to runaway from anyone ....  Nor I have send any one away from my Life...  And I will not send anyone away in the future too... It is my Prayer and Wish ... Thanks My dear God ... To be able to work with those who hate me ... To be able to live with them ... To be able to love them unconditionally .... Some times my mind complained .... Grumbled.... But  My Heart never gave up on them ....  I know one day the Love will win .... Till...

Oh Dear ... You are born to Shine ... With love and care You always reminded ... You are born to Shine ... Oh My Master ... You always reminded .... And You have been Shining on Me ... You have been Shining on Me .. When I closed all the doors and sat in the darkness of Life ... You would find a small crack of opportunity to Shine on me .. Shine on me .... When I blocked my Inner layers and hid deep inside ... You penetrated and found a way to Shine on Me... To Shine on Me... Even when I was sleeping in the night of Ignorance for my whole life .. You waited patiently to Shine on me... To Shine on me ... When I was lost in this World ... You Shined on Me as Knowledge ... When I was yearning for Love ... You Shined on Me as Love .... When I had lost hope in everything in and around me .. You Shined on Me as Hope ... When I made mistakes You Shined on me as Compassion ..... And when I needed your Physical Presence .. You Shined on Me with your Magnanimous Presence ... As a Parent, As a Te...

Oh Ananth Sir ... When I met you for first time I did not know that will be our Last Meeting .... Simple ... Loving ... That is what i remember about you .... In the last week many times we discussed about you .. @Phung told me you are more than a teacher for her ... @Van told me you are like a father for her .... @Nguyen told me you would be always her model ...  And many more .... Hearing many such compliments respect and love to you always increased .... So I also call you Ananth Sir .... For no reason .... Lots of Love for you and heartful respect for your great work... Yesterday night I told with @Yumi that i should speak to you tomorrow  to take some help from you ...  But when I heard that sad news after few hours ... I thought atleast in your last moments i was also one of the person remembered you .... I heard you left your body in Himalayas .... People go to Himalayas to realise themselves ... I am sure during the trip you too would have realized yourself .... I...

You are Enlightened !!! ???  Yes, You are Enlightened ..... Like we have postponed our happiness to the future ... Like we have postponed many beautiful things of our life .... We always have postponed our enlightenment too ... We are waiting for that day ... That day, when we know everything !!! That day, nothing in this world affects us !!! That day, we have super powers !!! That  day, we will be  enlightened !!! Probably In the end of this life ??? or in any of the future life times ??? And we don't know when the day will be !!! And when we leave this body we leave with a surprise !!! rather with a shock !!! Because that day never came ....  We come back here for another life time .... we wait.. And we wait ..  That day never came ....  Life Times passed ... That day is yet to come .... Oh Realization ... That day never came ...  By time or by blessings of the Masters in many moments of the life  ...  We realise ..... We realise...

This Year I am committing to know My Self ... Happy New Year ... In this world Nobody knows Anybody .... Nobody can know Anybody too .... In a Relationship .... Days, Months and Years are spend to know each other and build a Relationship... When they think it is getting build slowly and they start to know each other, then they decide to Commit to a Marriage ... Then they get Married … Time pass by only to know they have not known each other still .... Some chose to Quit at this stage .... But some are more Committed ... So they Continue .... So the journey continues again to know each other ..... But this time it is to maintain the already deteriorating Relationship .... Years pass by ... The Journey continues ... The Struggle continues .... Only to know that this is waste of time .... Some where they know now that they cannot know each other ... Some Quit at this stage .... But some are more Committed .... So they still Continue ... But when they cross this stage they realise that the...