Whether Mother or the Master ... Hold On....

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Do you remember the first time when you left your Mom's hand and let yourself free...
When She holds us we yearn to be free... But When She leaves....
Fear... Uncertainty ... Realisation of all the comfort we had dawns....

 A little Fall.... A Small Pain.... A little Worry.... A Mistake....

 We run back to her again.... Hoping that never we should leave this hand...

 Again wanting to be free... False notion that is freedom is outside.....

 Again fall... Run back... 

 Life Continues....

 But some time She leaves it purposefully for us to learn... 
Fall and Learn... Fail and Learn... Do Mistakes and Learn...

 For..  One day She knows She has to Leave ... Leaving Me Alone....

 Multifold is with the Master.... 
When the connection is there....We don't realise .... 

 When the Devotion is there... We don't realise.....

 When He holds.. It is so Tight and Safe.... We don't realise .... 

 But When we Leave.... 
Pain... Misery.... Longing.... Learning.... Life.....

 He also leaves You sometimes Purposefully....

 To Learn.....
To Experience ...
To Value ...
To Rever...
To Be....

 Whether He leaves You or You Leave Him....

 In this Connection...  We need to wait for him to hold back...

 Patiently.... 

 And When He holds back... We realize... 

 Aho...
He really did not Leave Me.....
Was always was there with Me....
Is With Me...
And forever Will be With Me....
And Everything comes back in to place... 
Love ... Devotion... Peace....
And the Being is in its place...
Truly in its Place.... 

So Hold on.... 
If left ... Run back...
If already there... Wait Patiently....

 To Know..... That you are Loved a Million Times more than you thought and you wanted....

 Jaigurudev

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