Totally Committed to the Feeling and Feeling Committed

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Totally Committed to the Feeling and Feeling Committed ...

 Skillfully... With commitment... To retain that feeling is life...... 

Where did the feeling came from....
And where did it go....

 When it will come back....
Who will bring it back...

Is my commitment to the person or the feeling....
Should i wait for the feeling to be back....
If yes, how long....

 It comes back....
What if this feeling also leaves me ???

Where is the end ???
What if in the end there is no one to feel for me ????
And there is no one I feel for ???

 Is my feeling important??? or their feeling to me....
How will I sense the feeling for me....
What if the feelings are the same from many ???
And What if the feelings are the same for many ???

Should i marry??? What if marry the feeling goes away... and never comes back...

 Will life after marriage all about commitment ??? Fear of losing Love....

 Is this feeling Love??? Is there more to Love ??? Who will tell me ???

 Am I right ??? Am I wrong ??? 

 Questions??? Wonders ???? Years went like this ????

 One day he found himself in the Marriage Hall.... with one of whom he was feeling for ...

 Some Days... He got a child for whom he was feeling for...
Some Days.. He got another child whom he was feeling for...

 Suddenly he realized that he has the feeling for many... Without conflicts..

 And his heart is opened ... to many .... 

 Is it commitment ??? Or Feeling ??? Don't Know....

 The heart does not remember the identities.. If it remembers the identity then it will not be called heart ???

 Skillfully with commitment to retain the feeling is life...... Realizing this...

 With few tears in his eyes.... He walked in to the life... Willingly....

 Totally Committed to the Feeling and Feeling Committed....

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