A Letter to my dear Brijit Bhai.

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Oh.. Brijit Bhai...

"I loved you dear."..  "We loved you a lot dear" ....

You always lived as humble as a blade of Grass....
Always happy ... Always Available...
Loving ...  Smiling ... 

May be You could not wait too long after your dear friend Rishi ji was gone...

Never ever in all these years i have noticed you do something to show off....
Never ever in all these years i have noticed you wanted to become something...

Just being.... with the Master.... 

Ever after you started travelling ....

May be you felt the distance to the Master was too much for you to handle ...
You decided to Merge... 

Krishna chose you to recite and teach HIS teachings to the people...
Reciting the Gita...
Gurudev chose you take his teachings to as many as possible ...
You were an instrument to make as many Art of Living teachers as possible...
They are all indebted to you for ever....

Dec 2014, 
The dinner we had... Oh.. Was that our last dinner...
I dont think i can digest that for ever...
The letter you wrote for me..... Oh... Was that your last words for me ...
I dont think i can forget that for ever...

I cannot say "I Love You" as it is late... as "You" are not there anymore...
Even it is late now ... I can only say ... 
"I loved you dear."..  "We loved you a lot dear" ....

I dont know why i took so much time to write these words...
I did not why i took so much time to shed these tears...

Oh... Are these my last words for you ....
Oh.. Are these my last tears for you ....
May be... Because you are not there ....

I am sure you are still laughing at these Words...
I am sure you are still smiling at these Tears....
For you have already crossed to the other side....

Keep Reciting Gita directly to Krishna in the Heavens ...
Keep Laughing with all the Angels in the Heavens ...
And while you enjoying your time there keep watching us... blessing us... guiding us from the Heavens...

Thanks for reminding us once again ...
To Smile ...To Laugh...To Joke...To Live this Life wanting nothing ... 
 
And in the end thanks for reminding us once again...... 
Time is short... Our time can come Anytime ....
 



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