Long time Question was answered without Asking

I was coming out with another teacher from Buddha hall after finishing my first session for my Part I course and it was 1.30 p.m. Guruji was walking down from Ganga to the VM to go to the TTC Phase I. When we saw Guruji was coming we stood there. When Guruji came closer to us, he looked at the other teacher and said, "You are Glowing". needless to say she started glowing more and more. Guruji completely ignored me even after i wished him. It struck me with a pain somewhere in a corner of my heart. Without showing it i just merged in to my rest of the day activities. But many times this came in to my mind and felt hurt.
The other teacher kept asking me many times what did Guruji say....and i had to repeat "You are Glowing"... It was like pouring ghee in to a Homakunda.

Many other things happened in the same day which made me painful here and there. In the Satsang i was sitting and Guruji was handling questions. And the third question was this...
" Guruji, I have been with Art of Living for many years.. I am doing Seva 100 %. I have dedicated my life to AOL. You ignore me when you see me even in small groups where you cannot neglect me. Did I do anything wrong..

Something happened in my whole body - Oh this was my silent question for many years what i wanted to ask him... I wanted to add - " Do you know for somebody who has not married and left everybody including the parents and staying in Ashram - the only one he wants is you - if that person also ignores him??? I have thought many times there is no point in living ..."

Guruji answered: I want you to grow even beyond that... getting attention.

I can tell you that some thing melted inside me.. Tears rolled down of my eyes..