Straight From the Big Mind ......

Running the Race of Life I remain Who I Am ....  When I look at people around me who are more handsome, who are more intelligent or who are more powerful or with any other qualities ... I feel Oh I am not like them or I feel I want to be like that .... Wanting to be Some one else and Something else, m ost of my Life time is already gone.... And I remain where I am.... By running the race I acquired some things what i wanted ... some are work in progress... some may not come to me... And one day I will be gone... Running the race again... I find that ... There are many more Intelligent people a head...      There are many more Handsome people a head... There are many more Rich people a head.... And I remain where I am... Today I realise the race never ends.... While those who feel Ugly are trying to hide it and make it up..... the Handsome ones are struggling to be Acknowledged... While the Poor Ones are starving to be Rich .... The Rich ones are striving to show...

I Stand Alone ..... Yes.. Many Times In Our Life We feel that We Stand Alone... Oh Dear Ones .... Are you also Standing Alone !!! Is it true ?? Beyond a point a Life Partner cannot come ... No Relatives can come... No Friends can come...  You Stand Alone.... Anyway if I came Alone to this Planet !! Anyway if I am going Alone !! Is it also good to Stand Alone while I am here ??? While everyone is around Me... While everything is there around Me... Sometimes Why I still Stand Alone ??? If My Master is there always with Me... If all the Gods are there always with Me... Why sometimes I am Standing Alone ??? After asking the Questions a few times .... A moment of shift happened in me from the Question to a Wonder ... Suddenly.. I saw everyone was there with Me... I saw everything was there for Me.... Curiously  I looked back to see who was standing Alone ??? I saw My Poor Ego still Standing there Alone.... Oh ...   Having everything in Life... We can still Stand Alone... ...

For Unk nown reasons some one Like & Love Me ... And for Unknown reasons some one Hate Me .... While it is a blessing to be loved by many, It is painful to know that you are hated even by a single being in the Planet ........ When I am Loved... I take it for Granted.... But When I am hated for no reason !!! Questions ??  Why ??? Puzzled and Confused..... When tears fall down my Eyes... The Bell rang in My Inner Doors  of my Awareness... ... With pain and anguish when I opened the doors  There was a letter on my door steps ..... Oh My Child.... Hate chases you beyond Life Times... And Love comes to you beyond Life Times... What is known is Little...  Unknown is Infinity.... With Love, Always Your Own  KARMA Reading the Letter again and again when I walked to my Self... I realized ... I am looking for answers for all that is happening in my life from the current actions / events / people ... And the beautiful part of it is that I did not know that was fro...

In Loving Memories...(For our Dear Lai Dinh) Accidentally Yesterday I visited the restaurant first you took me and Rohit for his farewell Dinner in Vietnam ...  Never thought i would be writing a Farewell Note for you so soon... For many days I wanted to say this to you .. But thought now that you are not in this planet what is the point to say ...  But Yesterday i felt you can still hear me... I should say ... Did not want to leave it Incomplete... So this Late Note of Loving Memories for our dear Angel Lai Dinh... In my Life so far there are only two people with whom i was there in their last moments..  One was my Dad... And the next was You... When we heard you had decided to leave this body more or less we all knew that it may happen soon ... It was only Prayers and Love left ... That day Morning i felt the urge to come one last time .. But said to myself no it may be painful.... But later i felt it may not be any way near the pain you went through..  But by even...

Oh My World Why you don't like Me !!! Is it for the Truths I said ?? I s it for the Deeds I did ?? Oh My World Why you don't like Me  !!! I could have done what you Like .... But I may have to come back more Life times... I could have done what you Like ..... But you may have to also come back for more Life Times... But do you remember ???  Our Goal was and is to finish it in this Life Time... So I Did what is Good for You and Me... Oh My World Why you don't like Me  !!! I always wanted the best things for You..   I have sacrificed my Likes for You ... And I have dedicated this Whole Life for You ..... And ..  Oh My World Why you still don't like Me  !!! One side of me always want to do what you Like... But One side of me always want to do what is Correct .... Whether it is for Me or For Others .... In my Life Always the Corrects wins over the Likes.... Yes In my Life if has been always like that ... I have lived this whole Life to ...

Some times We just want to Cry... For No Reason... Some times We just want to be Alone... For No Reason... Some times We just want to leave this Planet... For No Reason... Not out of Frustration ... Not out of Disappointment ...  Just ... For No Reason ... When We realize there is no Reason to be here... When We realize there is no point of all these Drama here... When We realize there is nothing to do here.... In fraction of seconds or minutes but that feeling disappears..... Again We are back in the Drama...  Knowing that there are many things to finish here ...... Knowing that there are Loved Ones waiting for You ....... Lost Again in the World of Delusions... Lost Again in the Illusions of Doing Something... Lost Again in the Endless Hopes.... But the Key is, To be able to Live this Life ready to Leave anytime...... To be able to Play this Life knowing that all this is Futile..... To be able to Leave this Mind in to the Infinity Moment after Moment ... I am Lucky at l...

Dear Bhanu Ma.. Not so far away from you ... Silently from the Corner of My Heart ...  Many Times I waited for a few words .. To Express ..... Few times succeeded, but many times failed..  But today while you are very far away....  A few words came to me ... While while we prepare to receive you tomorrow on the occasion of releasing Gurudev's Book.... I thought I should share it with you on behalf of all of us... When I came to Art of Living I was just learning....  Yes..  I was Learning many things... To be with myself...  To be with the Master .. To be with the Organisation.... and many more things... I did not know how to be with the Angels around HIM.... One Angel was "You" - Dear Bhanu Ma... May be still I don't know how to Be.. For thousands around the World, You are a "Mother" ..... So for me Too.... Dear Bhanu Ma... When this Kid was sailing through the rough paths of Learning ... Some times this Kid was Righteous ... Some times this Kid was Non Exp...