Loving and Letting Go is not Easy ....

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Loving was never easy ... Then When I learned how to Love ... 
All the Life was busy Loving my Identities ... And sometimes was busy Loving myself .... And most of the time was busy Loving my Work ... 
In between forgot to Love the people in my Life .... 
So today I failed to Qualify To be Loved ... And To Love ....

All the Life trying to prove to everyone that I was and I am the best ....
Always wanting the Life to be meaningful ... Searching for the Purpose .... Searching for the Perfection ....
May be I failed to Qualify To be Loved ... And To Love ....

I always Loved my work more than anything ... more than anyone else ... 
Yes more than anything and anyone else ...
What you Love stay with you ..... Work Remains .... I am Loving it .... Still ....
My Senior once told me .....  Remember this is not your Organization ....
Ahh... It was a jolt on my Consciousness ....
I always did everything thinking it is mine .... I always worked as if this is my Organization ....
I did not know when I think something as mine, others are thinking that it is not theirs ...
May I should have let go !!! What to Let Go !!! When to Let Go !!!
Thinking ... Contemplating .... Life have passed a long way .... 
But somewhere I forgot to Learn to Let Go ....

Many Advises ... Many Suggestions ... Many Criticisms ... 
Are they all Qualified ??? Don't Know .....
One thing I know that they thought that I was not Qualified and was helping me to be Qualified ....
Did I Qualify ??? WillI I ever Qualify ???
Will I ever Qualify to be Loved !!! Will I ever Qualify To Love !!!

Time will tell ....
In few years this Breath will stop ....
All the Sounds around me will stop ....
All the movements inside me will stop .....
Will I Qualify ???? Will I ever Qualify ???

Will my Death Qualify me to be Loved ??? Will my Death Qualify me to Love ...
Should I let go of my Love to my Work .... Should I Iet go of my love to everything around me ....
Should I Iet go of everyone in my Life  ..... Should I Iet go of my love to myself ....

To be Loved ..   To Love ....
When will I Qualify ???? Should I Let Go ???
Loving was not easy ... Then When I learned how to Love ...  Letting Go is not easy ..
I have heard "If it is better for that person, even letting go of a person from your life is Love ... In fact it is True Love ...."

But somewhere I missed to Learn to Let Go ....

What to Let Go !!! When to Let Go !!!
When Life takes away some one or some thing from my Life ... 
Ahh... Pain ... Then I am in a hurry to Let Go .....
But somewhere I missed to Learn to Let Go ....

Today the thunderbold answer came to me .....
Ahh.. Pain ... But Still .... 
Love 100% till it is there with You ... Let Go 100% when it is leaving you .....
Love 100% till when someone is with You .... Let Go 100% when they want to Leave You ....
Oh God... Give me the Strength to Love and Let Go .....
Ahh.. Now I Qualify to be Loved .... And to Love 100% ....
Leeeetttttt GGGGoooooo....



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