Straight From the Big Mind ......

My heart pains today ... When our students are discussing politics rather than studies... When our politicians are supporting even anti national activities..... When our communities are turning violent to express their demands... Lastly and Importantly ... When the good people in our country are not taking responsibility of the society .... Media wants to show the negative... because we like that more ??? Couples want to kiss openly... freedom of expression ?? Local Leaders wants their caste more benefits... Political Mileage ?? Religions wants to convert every one to their religion ?? One Religion in the World ?? My heart pains today ... Years... this has happened..  Smart outsiders came and invaded us... Greedy ones came and looted us.... Powerful ones came and ruled us.... But we the Innocent insiders watched the show and succumbed to it .... But we the good people kept to saving ourselves and our belongings .... My heart pains today as It Continues... ...

We have no Job in this World…. It is true… All is being done by God… When we attempt to do something actually we spoil a beautiful happening … So what’s our Job ??? Our only Job is to… Keep Playing… Keep Wondering… Keep Smiling… Yes Smile and Smile and Smile till the Everlasting Smile becomes your expression…. Smile to Everyone … Smile to Everything… Smile to Yourself… Smile to Everyself around you…. We Smile to others, when we see them… But there is our soul being with us all the time… Waiting… Patiently… To get some time from us… To get some attention from us.. Just to get a smile from us…. All the so called others we see outside will disappear one day… Only the looks will last … Only the memories will last…. But this one, Has been always with us… Is always with us…. Will be always with us…. And we miss it all the time…. Ha… A Smile from a Mind to another…. A Smile from a Mind to ones own Soul A Smile from a Soul to Soul … S...

Seeing of my father to the other World…. My father left this world…. Yes it was few months ago….. As understood from astrologers he had few more years in this planet… So even when he said “Do not go” I was so confident leaving him in the hospital and leaving to Chennai. He kept looking at me with tears in his eyes.  But touching his feet and sending a message to Gurudev to take care of him I left. I had to finish a program I had already committed for.  Thought of completing and coming back soon.  But was happy to hear news next day that he is doing better.  While In the last hour of the program I received a call citing emergency and had to rush back to Bangalore.  By the time I reached he was in ventilator and was not conscious. Still I never thought that the teary look I saw was the last I had seen him lively.  He had multiple complications in the last few days… It all started with a small wound in the leg went unnoticed which apparentl...

In search of the Ego that lost in the Chennai Floods… I don’t know if I had to pay back to the city I grew up this way… I don’t know if i was lucky to be there this time… I don’t know if I was destined to be here…. In my Child hood once when there was continuous rains I remember praying… Rain Rain go away… My bro and me even made a song for the same… May be that is why I had to be there to welcome this… I never ever felt that this was too much … Somewhere in me there was this acceptance of the outpour..  Because …. It happened more than 6 months ago I came to know that a disaster (tsunami kind of disaster) is going to struck Chennai this day… I knew the Master knew this… But waited to see how HE handles this… But ran out of patience and the fear that knowing this I am not doing anything about this.. Went to HIM and asked what to do ??? First HE did not answer… But later HE said it will be not be major.. Don’t Worry… Went back with Confid...

Many advised me... Be friendly.... Where did I lose it ???  I was friendly... My friends were my life and breath... One time I loved them more than my family... My heart yearned to be with them... Use to wait for the moments to meet them... be with them.... Today I don't have friends.... Is it Growth or a Downfall ????? This question comes to me sometime.... Wahhhhh... I realize that I don't have Enemies too.... Surely it is a Growth... Obviously.... Of Course.... Ahhhh.... Then Having no friends too is Growth.... Undoubtedly... Today I feel no difference that this is mine... that is not mine... Some where deep in me that differentiation is gone... Ha ha again in the depth there is no two... all is one...... Free from Attachment.... Free from Obligations..... Available for everyone  equally... Heah wait... I think I am yet to reach there... But I am on the way... I am waiting for the day where I can see everyone as one... In this Journey everyone wi...

My Identities have limited me.... In the past .... Have drowned me... Suffocating.... In the Present I am free from Identities... Not need to prove anything to anyone... Free to be as I am.... Identities are limiting myself... Not allowing to... Experience the Infinite freedom... that I have ... Experience the Unconditional  Love .. that I am... Experience the Eternal Presence ... that I have... Experience the Infinity .. that I am... In life i always ran to gain identities.... Through positions... Every Identity when achieved limited me... in to it.... Even in a small thing as Job or in the family or in the Spiritual world... My Identities .... They restricted me.... Losing the identities is freedom.... Loving the identities is bondage... Be dispassionate to the new identities... Be ruthless in losing the current identities..... You will become useless one day... You will become  identity less one day... Use the Uselessness... Identify the ...

Know that you are successful when you are..... When you really are.... Today I know that I am Successful....  Life may take me to greater heights... More Success.... and More Success..... To realize you are successful when you are actually is a blessing... We lose it and then realize that we lost it. Success is a journey from doing to happening.... When I do I am never successful.... When it happens it always success...  Because what has to happen is already happen... to its best... Lost are those.... Who evaluated success with Quantity.... Who evaluated success with Quality... Who evaluated success with Perfection... Who evaluated success at all with any parameters... Hooooo... Success is when how things are the way they are... Doing is trying to change to the way how you want it to be... Happening is allowing it to change the way it should be.... And Success is when how things the way it should be.... Be Successful.... Right this moment......