Straight From the Big Mind ......

In Loving Memories...(For our Dear Lai Dinh) Accidentally Yesterday I visited the restaurant first you took me and Rohit for his farewell Dinner in Vietnam ...  Never thought i would be writing a Farewell Note for you so soon... For many days I wanted to say this to you .. But thought now that you are not in this planet what is the point to say ...  But Yesterday i felt you can still hear me... I should say ... Did not want to leave it Incomplete... So this Late Note of Loving Memories for our dear Angel Lai Dinh... In my Life so far there are only two people with whom i was there in their last moments..  One was my Dad... And the next was You... When we heard you had decided to leave this body more or less we all knew that it may happen soon ... It was only Prayers and Love left ... That day Morning i felt the urge to come one last time .. But said to myself no it may be painful.... But later i felt it may not be any way near the pain you went through..  But by even...

Oh My World Why you don't like Me !!! Is it for the Truths I said ?? I s it for the Deeds I did ?? Oh My World Why you don't like Me  !!! I could have done what you Like .... But I may have to come back more Life times... I could have done what you Like ..... But you may have to also come back for more Life Times... But do you remember ???  Our Goal was and is to finish it in this Life Time... So I Did what is Good for You and Me... Oh My World Why you don't like Me  !!! I always wanted the best things for You..   I have sacrificed my Likes for You ... And I have dedicated this Whole Life for You ..... And ..  Oh My World Why you still don't like Me  !!! One side of me always want to do what you Like... But One side of me always want to do what is Correct .... Whether it is for Me or For Others .... In my Life Always the Corrects wins over the Likes.... Yes In my Life if has been always like that ... I have lived this whole Life to ...

Some times We just want to Cry... For No Reason... Some times We just want to be Alone... For No Reason... Some times We just want to leave this Planet... For No Reason... Not out of Frustration ... Not out of Disappointment ...  Just ... For No Reason ... When We realize there is no Reason to be here... When We realize there is no point of all these Drama here... When We realize there is nothing to do here.... In fraction of seconds or minutes but that feeling disappears..... Again We are back in the Drama...  Knowing that there are many things to finish here ...... Knowing that there are Loved Ones waiting for You ....... Lost Again in the World of Delusions... Lost Again in the Illusions of Doing Something... Lost Again in the Endless Hopes.... But the Key is, To be able to Live this Life ready to Leave anytime...... To be able to Play this Life knowing that all this is Futile..... To be able to Leave this Mind in to the Infinity Moment after Moment ... I am Lucky at l...