Straight From the Big Mind ......

  I am a free and blessed Angel I realize this that I am a free and blessed Angel… Day by Day I am being relieved from everything… Day by Day my freedom is increasing…. Thanks to my Guru…. Relieved from all attachments… Relived from all boundaries… Relieved from all positions…. I am a free Angel….           When my responsibilities become bigger than I can handle I feel more free.. When my boundaries was stretched towards infinite I feel more free… When my desires became bigger than I wanted I feel more free… When I lost my authority and positions than I expected I feel more free… I am a free Angel… I am a blessed Angel…. When I am available to more than whom I can reach out to I feel more blessed.. When things happen more than I could have done I feel more blessed… When more and more moments of my life is filled with joy I feel more blessed… When more and more angels blossom around me ...

A real story happening now in someones life... Death not only happens when you finally leave the body... You are Dying every moment... Every Cell is dying...  And it can happen to any level of existence...  She was loved and loved more than his life by her father from the childhood.  It grew more and more as she aged... The mother was a innocent soul and was not capable to handle the outside worlds' crookedness. This put more and more responsibility on her the elder child in that family... As any village girl she had a dream to have a family and live with a husband who she will share her life... But it got postponed and postponed... reasons were many... Absolutely zero Financial situation, Over Possessiveness of the father, Insecurity of being alone of the entire family... More than all the wait for a better groom... Pressure mounted on her.... on the father... on the family...  Continuous fights in the house... Endless ...

My Prayer for SSU…. Dear SSU Team, Inspired by those who have given many years already to SSU… And many who have already joined the journey… I saw your Intentions, Attention and Prayers to make SSU the world’s best.  Please accept My Prayers too to do a bit in this big Journey… A really Big Journey… Ha Tum Bilkul Vaisi Ho Vaisa Maine Socha Tha… This song sung by Dheeraj rang in my ears again and again… After few years we will sing this again when SSU will grow to the heights the way you all dreamt in the last two days of TLEX. Ha SSU Bilkul Vaisi Bangayaa Vaisa Humne Socha Tha….. Let SSU be the place you Dreamt…                                                          ...

Yes I am not yet God... I am not perfect... And realizing that i cannot reach the perfection what i  perceive... And realizing that this "I" is my mind... Some times I feel God has punished me too hard for a small mistake... Was the punishment for that mistake alone or was it for some life times... Or was it a punishment at all ??? Was it not an event for a great learning.... Any way lost is lost... Relationships... Good People....  One thing I know was, that My Intentions are not at all wrong.... Or Else i would have long exited this world in any self imposed way... My behaviors some time are not friendly... My Actions are imperfect few times... My Attitude is flawfull i am sure a few countable times...  But can this world look at me for what i am ??? For what my intentions are .... I am sure the world will one day .... Am I able to do it to others.... No... Sometimes ... That is where I lose it.... I cannot afford to lose my awarene...