Straight From the Big Mind ......

Needed Help in H elplessness ..... These days I feel Helplessness... More Often... Is it a symbol of growth ??? Whether it is Personal... Whether it is Professional... Whether in a Feeling... Whether in a Commitment... Before I had not felt ever that i could not do it..... Now is it that I am wakening up to the ground reality ??? Left from the Sky of  High Hopes,  Day Dreaming like a balloon am I coming down ..... Digging in to my Essence.... Digging Deep enough to find the real essence ??? Ego could not admit that it cannot do.... Whether I have to correct myself.. What to correct ?? Who will Guide ???? What about the Helplessness i experience because of others... When got blamed for no reason ??  When had to commit for the teams mistakes... When could not rise upto the expectations... Can I correct them??? If yes... How to ?? Feeling Helpless without frustration is a blessing.... Feeling Helpless with a Smile and Wonder is a blessing...

Totally Committed to the Feeling and Feeling Committed ... Skillfully... With commitment... To retain that feeling is life......  Where did the feeling came from.... And where did it go.... When it will come back.... Who will bring it back... Is my commitment to the person or the feeling.... Should i wait for the feeling to be back.... If yes, how long.... It comes back.... What if this feeling also leaves me ??? Where is the end ??? What if in the end there is no one to feel for me ???? And there is no one I feel for ??? Is my feeling important??? or their feeling to me.... How will I sense the feeling for me.... What if the feelings are the same from many ??? And What if the feelings are the same for many ??? Should i marry??? What if marry the feeling goes away... and never comes back... Will life after marriage all about commitment ??? Fear of losing Love.... Is this feeling Love??? Is there more to Love ??? Who will tell me ??? Am I right ??? ...