Straight From the Big Mind ......

A Pot carries the space inside it.... A Heart carries Love inside it .... I carry Silence inside M e .... Waking and Moving Silence.... This Silence was and can never be heard.... This silence dawns when the noises in my mind rests for a while.... This Silence happens between the events in my life..... This Silence is the pause between my breaths.... This Silence is the time between my Pulses... This Silence is the space between Me and Myself.... For Silence expresses itself through the Presence... And Silence manifests itself through the one who creates th at space for it.... This Silence when tested by times Survived..... This Silence when touched by Hearts melted.... This Silence when observed expanded.... This Silence when expressed spread.... This Silence I carry in me....... I am that Silence... I exist as this Silence...  In life... I remained Silent sometimes by choice..... I rem ained Silent sometimes by force... I rem ained Silent sometime...

To win in Li fe you have to lose everythi ng you have....   All the Friends forced him to go for that marriage.. Tried to give many reasons... But finally while standing behind his Loved One for her marriage on the stage and posing for the the photograph... his heart was burning... Oh  Life..  Trying to keep an Artificial smile th is thought flashed in his mind.... It is Life... Why is it like a Musical Chair?? There is always a chair less.. And we keep going round and round for some one's music ... to occupy a chair knowing that Every round One will lose... And Finally Every one will lose... It only matters whether this round or the other....  Life is a game of losing ... Losing and Losing all the way... And it's Life.. It watched the people die who want to Live... and the ones Live who wanted to die... It watched the ones who fall from heights overnight.... and the ones who reached heights overnight... It watched its Love Loved by someone...

The Mind of a Person who is in the Spiritual Path is counting its last days... It is like that it is sentenced to death.. and waiting for the final day to come... Some times.. It looks at the burning camphor and learn s how it should dissolve one day... It looks at the lighting lamp and learns how to keep spreading the light and slowly dissolve.. It looks at the incense sticks and learns how to spread the fragrance and slowly dissolve...   It knows it has to die (enlightenment) one day and willingly/unwillingly gets trained (Meditation) to be dead everyday... Feel the Feeling of the Mind when  It read itself that killing the mind is the only way to be peaceful... It heard itself that going beyond the mind is the only way to be enlightened... It experienced the death everyday little by little.... Some minds cry, yell, be feared and melt and dissolve... Some minds laughingly, willingly merge in to the consciousness and dissolve.. Oh My mind.... Are you Crying...

The tears i shed To sit with my best friend... To leave home after the exams ... For my friend when he was beaten by the teacher for some naughty act.... The plans we made To steal the hidden snacks... To escape the homework... To hide the letters of love written by the friends... To watch movies, cricket and slip out from the house on a hot Saturday afternoon... The talks we had About the favorite Cricket stars... About the favorite actors/movies... About the neighbor hood friend.... About the soft corners in the class.. About the loved and really loved :-) teachers... From my teacher's scooter to exam papers to cars to cows to everything in this planet was the topics... My School Days.... My Memories.... I can spend lifetimes just thinking/remembering my good memories.... Being in that feeling...  That Feeling in the softest corner of myself.... My School Days have the most of it.... My School Friends brought the most of it... My School Memories are t...

I was angry with God.. When i felt he is constantly working on getting Man to a state of Helplessness... Making him Surrender to HIM..... Every Moment HE is hitting from this side and and that side to keep MAN in control... I came to GOD to be free... not to be a slave.... I Hated when i had to listen to my parents.. then to my teachers.. then to my boss.. left all that and escaped from all these bondages ... and where I have reached ... now listening to GOD.... Before I had choices... but here i am left with no Choices...  Oh GOD.... Where am I ???? Hey Wait... Whom did I Call??? GOD... This is what i was doing all my LIFE... I was calling HIM... Even now when i am struck with HIM... I am calling HIM only.... The Blatant Truth in LIFE is YOU have to SURRENDER... There is only way GOD and GOD Only... The Masters come to make us understand this in a nice loving way.... Some Learn... Some Swim and cross over... Some Resist.. and face the current... and learn it the hard...